hello,hellos.
IT'S THE START OF THE HOLIDAYS!
WEEEEEEEEEE~ XDDD
hahas just thought i'd post today^^
hmmm these few days was mixed with many many events,sadangrycrazyhappyirritaing.
and lots more to the list.
arghhhhhh.
ok fineeeeeeee i'm anti.
can't i stay an anti?
...
i've tried to mingle in sec 1,i've really tried.
but i failed.
andd i don't wanna be like some faker i was in sec one.
wanna know what?
last time i thought of what to say to people,how to please them,how to be closer to them... anddd lots more.
i don't want to be a faker anymore.
fine.
i don't know how to lead. or maybe i dunno how to volunteer.
that's cos i think that i'm not good enough. there's others out there who are much much better than me.
a lot so.
and,i've lead in pri school before,I KNOW THE FEELING.
it sucks when everyone throws all the work to you and you end up feeling really really mad and frustrated. it sucks.
i'm mad.
nooo,disappointed.
in myself?
i don't know.
i just know that,people have different faces to show other people,and we do NOT have to accomodate everyone everytime.
sometimes we just have to give in,but you can't force a person to do things against your own will right?
it takes more than the person's participation to understand a person.
if you REALLY want to understand a person,then YOU have to take the initative.
okay fine maybe it's half-half.
but if you don't do anything to make the person comfortable,then are you even trying to understand that person?
life's just unfair.
i don't wanna do this again.
i hate being a faker.










today was okay.
i was bored at the open house.
it's not really a open house larh, just for parents to go and see or smth liddat.
i don't even know how i got in O_O
all thanks to weiqi^^
hehe.
after that went to city hall and did swap w blogshop owner.
waited for like 40min,and once the security guard approached.
OMFG i didn't know that you cannot wait for more than 30min inside the mrt. as in you haven't tapped out.
I WAS SO PISSED.
at the freaking guard or smth. the person who works for the mrt larh -.-
wah lao. people want wait also cannot merhs-.-
okay fine now i know not to be so tolerant alrdy.
next time i'll fine ther person so that i don't get fined -.-
zzz.

next week's gonna be a busy week.
i hate projects D:

ooo,did i mention abt my results?
hahahas nooooo i didn't get nice nice results this time.
not 6As straight like ah loy D:
aiya,my sciences and mats sucks larh.
i'm a language person,okay?
anw,got 1C5 for eng, for emaths,amaths,physics,chem,hcl-all B3s -.-
arghhhh is that considered nice or what?
HAHAS.
got 2As for pure geog and combined humans^^
yayyyy kudos me for my effort :}
i didn't spend 4days memorising geog for nothing!
haha,okay bhb me >P
ahh well.
i guess i put in my best but not really my best.
I'M A CONTRADICTING PERSON.
._.

be a volunteer at the library?
ahhh life sucks.
but i rather be a librarian than a volunteer at an old folk's home :x
I'M NOT A COMPASSIONATE PERSON.

okay,maybe not that much :]

i'm planning to go running during the june hols!
train up my muscles? hahas.
anddd i wanna train for my napfa.
I'M A HARDWORKING PERSON WHEN I WANNA BE.

that's all.