this may be my last post,or this post may not even be posted onto my blog.

my laptop is offically down D:
i'm just lucky to have the chance to post this last post before my laptop gets serviced,which i think is not really possible for my financial abilities now ._.
haish. this is what happens when you get too addicted to the internet><
DON'T FOLLOW MY EXAMPLE,YOU WILL SUFFER GREATLY FOR IT.
AND I MEAN IT.

recently somebody said that i've changed a lot.
well,i'm not really sure,but people do change what.
haish, good or bad, i'm not really sure,
but after being said like that, i think that i've really changed a lot.
maybe to some people,or even ME it may be minor,but for now i'm not really sure eh.
just felt that..
i'm not as studious as before;
i'm getting lamer by the day(ahem);
i'm more materialistic nowadays;
i seem to forget my goal of hitting 165cm(which is maybe kinda impossible now><);
i'm getting more forgetful;
i'm super duper scarastic as i grow older(ahhh this is a skill marhh hahas);
i'm terrorized everyday about the pimples on my face;
i miss choir practises after SYF;
andd lots more.

i'm not as close to them as before also. maybe because i was too busy with SYF and all,i seem to kinda neglect them? i don't really know :x
but, i hope that people will pardon me for what i say and what i do.
because i really don't know what is wrong with me,ahh gawd will somebody please tell me?!
maybe i'm just too paranoid.
and i'm full of nonsense.
oh and now i get grumpy in school even more easier;
and

i don't know.

well,
life's like that.
i guess i need a bit of time to settle down in the studying mood again with SYF over and all.
i just need to work hard,i guess O_O
andd try to fit in.

my last post,quite significant hurhs >P
hahas ok i have to leave lerh.
i may even be on hiatus on the internet just because i wanna study><
but that's kinda impossible for a comp-addict like me ^^

jiayous everyone for their mid-years,best of luck :D

jya,
mata ne~
XDDD